Elka Burnstein survived the war, she says, because everywhere, even in the worst places, people were kind to her. The kindest was a German nurse she met in a refugee camp in Germany, Hildegard Neugebauer.
Elka was already an orphan when she arrived in Auschwitz. She did forced labour at a German camp called Hochweiler and marched in the death marches. In 1944, in a displaced persons camp in Germany, she woke one morning to find that everyone had been taken away in the night. Then she saw Hildegard.
Hildegard took her home, to her parents in a German village, and was a mother to her. Elka told them her name was Ellie Carl, and that she had lost her parents when Dresden was bombed. The film is the story of that home, of the kindness she found in it and of the secret she kept there. When we met Elka the first impression was of a woman of enormous charm, and of an exceptional sharpness.

“When I woke up in the morning, I was alone. Everyone had been taken away during the night.”

“She asked why I was crying. I told her in German.” The film draws them in soft pencil and watercolour on pale paper, the nurse in her striped sleeves, the girl in grey.
“Hildegard took me home with her, to a German village named Hermsdorf.” The film is led by the physical materials present at the decisive moments in her account, set as photographic textures against the drawing: the plush of a train compartment, the lace of an apron, a tablecloth, a pram.







“She really was good to me, so why didn’t I tell her? I was scared.”

“Opa hated Jews. He said that they’re evil creatures, stinky pigs. He’d strangle me if he knew.” The film shows it in a mirror: Elka in front of it, and instead of her own reflection, the creature Opa described looking back at her.

Hildegard holds her, the house behind them. Elka keeps her secret.

“When the Russians came looking for Nazis, I didn’t know what to do. Telling them who I was was the hardest thing I had to do.”

“But Opa said, ‘Ellie, we saved you and now you are saving us.’”
“When the war was over I had to find out if anyone from my real family survived.”


